Took the day off work today as I have the flu and felt so bad. I also felt like I didn't want to go to work. I don't want to travel to one part of where I work but if I don't then I don't have a job.
Slept until 11.50 then hubby came home and was amazing and made me lunch and brought me chocolate ice cream. When I am sick I always want ice cream and it has to be chocolate ice cream. I don't know why that is but maybe it is for comfort? I know food shouldn't be eaten for comfort but when I am sick I always want chocolate ice cream.
I don't know what to do about work and not wanting to go to this certain city where I travel to. When we go to that city it is just a nightmare. They don't run our company right up there and I just get so frustrated. I want to strangle them.
I need to work on me this year. On why I do things or why I don't do things and see if I can work out how to fix me. No one else can fix me but me and I must admit I don't know why I am fat, and lazy but I know I am but I am not sure if it is my mind or if it is that my body just wants to eat.
I watch these TV shows that show these big people and how much they eat and what they eat but I don't eat like that. I don't sit down in front of the TV every night just eating a bag of chips or biscuits.
I just can't fathom why? I am going to keep writing in here and work out my life for me.
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